“A shirt is a window into the soul.”  

For my second project I decided to examine clothes and they ways that clothes communicate essential facts about our selves to the world at large.  No matter what you wear or how you wear it every person communicates something by what they wear.  Clothes can be used to express and mystify the wearer’s social class, gender, sexuality, cultural identity, likes, and dislikes.  

Recognizing this as a constant attribute of life, I am interested in the ways that clothing codes a future behavior or can telepathically unite people through symbol.  Like a flag or club insignia, wearing an Abercrombie & Fitch t-shirt places the wearer in a specific class and social stratum.  In a more subversive way, the use of a hankerchief system by some gay subcultures to indicate the method and manner of sexual appetites also serves to identify and create small-scale community connections.  However, to the unaware and uninitiated, the hankerchief system has little meaning beyond a traditionally masculine working man's accessory. 

The first part of my experiment was the create a coded piece of clothing that would identify some piece of knowledge of I have to people who have the same piece of knowledge.  Hence, I created a shirt that says “24601”.  A lay person may wonder if this is a zip code, when in fact it is the prison number of assigned to Jean Valjean in the book Les Miserables and popularized in the Andrew Lloyd Weber musical of the same name in a falsetto’d cry of self-identification by Jean Valjean (“2!  4!  6! 0! 1!!!!!”).  

Many adults are embarrassed by their love of musical theatre; oftentimes the musical form is seen as unsophisticated and cheesy.  The ownership of a “Phantom of the Opera” compiliation disk can send owner into a paroxism of excuses (“I got it from my mother as a Christmas gift!”).  While wearing my “24601” t-shirt, I recognized first-hand the embarrassment tinged with joy induced by people reading the t-shirt.  The Numbers Shirt place the recognizing viewer in a secret club with the shirt's wearer simultaneously excluding those who are uninitiated to the wonder of Les Miserables.     

SHERRY KRAMER

I also made t-shirts dedicated to a playwright and teacher I highly admire.  Sherry Kramer is a national treasure.  Though I speak high hyperbolically about many things that I love, I do not have the hyperbolic wizardry to do justice to my appreciation of Sherry.  

Having worked as an assistant on a Sherry Kramer world premiere play (When Something Wonderful Ends at the 2007 Humana Festival) and been Sherry’s student in two classes offered in the Spring of 2008, I am a faithful acolyte to the church of Sherry.  

Sherry believes a couple things integral to the development of this project:
*In a good play nothing is superfluous.
*Visual metaphors are highly sophisticated artistic tools that easily communicate complicated layers of meaning.  
*We are busy little meaning making creatures.

While conceptualizing a t-shirt that could communicate a complicated set of layers I returned to the lessons of the visual metaphor that I picked up in Sherry’s Spring class. 

Here’s the process of creating the visual metaphor as seen in August Wilson’s The Piano Lesson

The process of creating a successful visual metaphor is acheived through these steps:
1.  Pattern of reference.
2.  Mystery.
3.  Story
4.  And then Final Effect. 

THE BLUE HEART SHIRT

The Blue Heart Shirt was my empty symbol.  It's a plain white t-shirt with a blue heart scrawled over the left breast.  It has some slight meaning just based on it’s color and figuration.  As a combination of color and symbol I think that there’s something sad and earnest about a blue heart.   However, as a symbol it has no readily available or apparent visual metaphor. 

Hence, I created one. 

In class, I introduced the Blue Heart Shirt as something I made with no ready explanation.  It was a whim, a fancy. 

It was just a symbol waiting to gain meaning. 

Then I announced to the class that I had made another item, but was currently wearing it.  I sheepishly explained that in order to show my final artifact, I would have to take off my clothes.  Then, I played a song ("Do You Hear the People Sing?" from Les Miserables) and stripped off all of my clothes. 

However, every time I took off an article of clothing another layer was introduced.  First, a pair of blue jeans.  Then a dress.  Then a Chicago Bear football shirt.  Then a woman's blouse. Then a pair of boxers.  Then a mini-skirt.  Each layer of clothing posed, counterposed, and intermixed different iterations of gendered clothing.  It took a number of layers until I was finally in a pair of underwear covered with the International Male Symbol.  I explainied that I was expressing my gender through clothing and since I was obviously male I was expressing this fact through symbol. 

But I had one more layer to show.  In one quick motion, I slipped off my International Male Symbol underwear and presented another pair of underwear covered in Blue Hearts mimicking my Blue Heart Shirt. 

As a result, I let my stripping through various outfits tell a story of a gendered world.  I presented the mutability and volatility of my gender through representational clothes and through this act set the scene for the Blue Heart to become a highly personal symbol for my gender. 

END NOTES

In the end, I was trying to create an uncanny experience through the development of a symbol.  Using the mystical conjurations of live performance, I used layers of clothes and my own body to tell the story of a symbol and then presented this symbol in a new, unexpected format. 

My end goal is simple:  when I wear my Blue Heart Shirt again anyone who was present for the performance will remember me standing in my Blue Heart Underwear.  As a result, I have created a coded symbol that communicates my own complex notions of gender to the witnesses of my performance, but still remains a benign scribbling to everyone else. 

In a world of deeply encoded symbols and subtle references, I believe that an uncanny mechanism can be used to create a new order of symbolic institutions.  Make the Blue Heart a window and you might see some soul that no one else can see.

Boy oh boy I want to see some PICTURES!