H A P P Y

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here we are
fighting like we've done before
a thousand times or maybe more
seems like all we do these days is argue
you're always getting on my case
even when you're sitting on my face
it may be hard to face but i think we are through
all you do is complain
it's driving me insane
i'm tired of these games and i'm sick of your shit
you always have to win
right to the bitter end
i can't be your boyfriend cuz i'm losing it

but i'm happy
don't worry about me
i'm really happy
just look at me smile
i'm happy
unbelievably happy
i just get sad every once in a while

here i lay
all alone in my bed
thoughts of you running through my head
but i'll just toss and turn i can't sleep without you
so i will stay awake all night
lay and wait till morning light
cuz if i fall asleep i will dream about you
i'm going day by day
half dead and half awake
i can't take it without you by my side
and i don't wanna live
so my alternatives
forgive forget or commit suicide

repeat chorus

i'll put on a happy mask
forget all about my past
forget all the times i screamed and cried
there's monsters inside me
and they're trying to get free
but i just keep them bottled up inside

repeat chorus x 2