The Prospects was intended to be an exercise
of looking ahead upon standing on the platform of reflections
of the past. After going through my notes of the year and assessing
my progress towards a goal, I saw a very unclear future for
myself. The more I get closer, the more it appears nebulous
and unsure.
I found myself in a position where I couldn’t look ahead
because the sight of the future was all too menacing for me,
which is why the main character looks away from the activities
that take place in front of him. This piece gave rise to my
anxiety of an undetermined future that wasn’t really determined
in the first place; it was that realization that caused this
frenzy of symbolic images.
The very unsure factor is what causes the insecurities that
resulted in the forms of the charlatan, the falling babies and
the half promise the flowers provided. I was victim to uncertainty
which caused my pessimistic state of madness which were manifested
in my work. The sensation was absurd and it had to come out
of me, that strange ambiguous, uncertain, sensation that I was
victim to was the Enigma of Predication.